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An interview with a bodybuilder:
Isobel Van Den Bosch

Bodybuilding SA Isobel Van Den Bosch 03 photographed by Leah HawkerI photographed Isobel at the end of 2013. It was a sort of doubled up shoot with her best friend and fellow body builder Lairen. We shot in two locations based on the selection of reference images the women had sent me in preparation for their shoot; a semi-derelict area in District 6 and Sunset Beach.

I asked Isobel a bit about the shoot experience, fitness and her body since I always find working with specified body types or genres very interesting as it generally goes against the grain of societies beauty ideals…

Bodybuilding SA Isobel Van Den Bosch 04 photographed by Leah Hawker

Why did you want to do a photo shoot of yourself and how have you used the images?

I’ve heard some great things about you and your work from some of my fitness friends. How you manages to capture sex appeal and femininity into your photographs. I normally do a photo shoot one week prior to my competitions but thought it would be a good idea to do one when I’m off season. I wanted to show that you could still be sexy even when you’re not ripped and show ready. Pre comp condition we’re normally at a very low fat percentage. Our bodies are extremely hard, a lot of vascularity and the muscles are very defined. Off season I like to maintain a healthy look and never really balloon to a much bigger size. I might look a bit fuller and softer and the vascularity might be less but the muscle definition is still visible

How was the experience of shooting for you? What were the most memorable things for you about it?

You managed to make us feel so at ease and comfortable in front of the camera You explained the process to us as well as what you planned beforehand. Got us to pose in the way best suited for our bodies and always made sure we were comfortable with the whole situation. It was definitely not a bikini weather day but we had so much fun I completely forgot about the cold weather and ice cold water at the beach.

Bodybuilding SA Isobel Van Den Bosch 05 photographed by Leah Hawker

Isobel (center) on stage during a bodybuilding competition in Vegas earlier in 2013
Isobel (center) on stage during a bodybuilding competition in Vegas earlier in 2013

How do you feel about your body (as a competitor body building competitions)?

I love my body but being in this industry you always see room for improvement – it’s an ongoing process. It’s nerve wrecking to be judged after months of hard work and preparation but in the end the acknowledgment and respect you earn (especially from people who try to lose weight and see you as a role model) make it all worthwhile. I would say my strongest assets are my abdominal muscles and upper body.

Competition day image taken in Vegas this year with Isobel center and Lairen to the right.
Competition day image taken in Vegas backstage this year with Isobel center and Lairen to the right.

How do you feel about your body (as the subject in the images I photographed of you)?

I love it. You managed to capture my sensual and playful side. I’m actually very shy especially in front of the camera. You made me feel at ease especially when it came to some of the poses. I love to feel sexy and you knew exactly how capture it in the photos.

It was an interesting process to work on your images after I photographed you, this was because I know how carefully you work to sculpt the shapes you have achieved.

Considering that you compete in fitness contests with your body how do you feel about your body in terms of beauty and confidence? Society has very particular notions of beauty, -where does body building fit into this and how does it effect the way you feel about yourself? Your confidence?

I love my body. I’ve worked very hard to be where I am today. Not all people might see it as beautiful but in the end, the way I feel about myself and see myself are the only things I consider important. Having a fit body and healthy lifestyle not only helps with the physical aspect but also mentally. After a long stressful day I couldn’t think of anything better than going to the gym and getting rid of all the tension that built up during the course of the day. You also have a lot more confidence when you’re happy with your body. I think to be able to show people that you can look good, live a healthy life but still enjoy it, is important.

Bodybuilding SA Isobel Van Den Bosch 02 photographed by Leah Hawker

Bodybuilding SA Isobel Van Den Bosch 01

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An Interview with a bodybuilder: Lairen Terblanche

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 04
I photographed Lairen Terblanche in December 2013, she is to date one of three female fitness competitors I’ve shot so far,- always an always intriguing experience because of the very particular and strong body image they have which is not necessarily in line with that of the stereotype pushed by fashion and advertising of women’s body images.

Here are some images from our shoot which took place at two locations in and around Cape Town and was a shared with her friend and fellow body builder Isobel (more on her later).

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 01

Lairen sent me a large number of reference images for her shoot and highlighted a few poses which she found particularly fitting to her sensibilities (the one shown above specifically and the shot shown of her leaning back in the water shown below).
Working with such muscularity proposes some challenges as I’ve become somewhat adjusted to photographing women for quite a specific sensual look which provides a paradox when approaching a body with masculine associated traits.

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 05

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 03

Lairen first contacted me while I was shooting with Playboy South Africa, her body type was not matched to the brand identity and so she ended up commissioning me privately to photograph her. She was very happy to have her images published here and so I also asked her to answer a few questions to help bring across the way she sees her body…

Why did you want to do a photo shoot of yourself and how have you used the images?

I have always wanted to shoot with the Playboy Photographer and be in Playboy myself to be quite honest. I felt that if I wanted to portray my body in a sexy, yet respectable and classy way, semi naked… that I would want to shoot with someone that has the best experience. I have used the photos on social media and we are enlarging a shot or two for the house

How was the experience of shooting for you? What were the most memorable things for you about it?

Incredible. Exhilarating. Exciting. Fun and at times nervous, lol. memorable in being able to say I shot with the incredible Leah …. and doing it with my best friend in the whole world

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 02

How do you feel about your body (as a competitor body building competitions)?

I LOVE MY BODY, whether its on stage or off stage, in season or off season. I am proud of my body. I want to show woman that muscle can be sexy.

How do you feel about your body (as the subject in the images I photographed of you)?

Just so proud.

It was an interesting process to work on your images after I photographed you, this was because I know how carefully you work to sculpt the shapes you have achieved. Do you feel the images are a true and beautiful reflection of how you look?

yes. yes yes yes. No doubt.

Considering that you compete in fitness contests with your body how do you feel about your body in terms of beauty and confidence? Society has very particular notions of beauty, where does body building fit into this and how does it effect the way you feel about yourself? Your confidence?

I do this for me. I don’t do this for anybody else. What is important is that I LIKE me, I LIKE the way I look. and THATS what matters. If I have been doing this for anybody else. I would be deeply disappointed. I lead a fitness lifestyle overall. I love training, competitions are just PART of it but I DONT train to compete. everyone always has an opinion of everyone else. I don’t. As long as you are happy, that’s what matters. I am a woman and I LOVE my muscles. I find it disrespectful to say the least, on how people in general who don’t take care of themselves ONE BIT, get to criticize someone like me who works incredibly hard.

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 06

Lairen Terblanch Bodybuilder photograph by Leah Hawker 07

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Bodybuilding: Athletes to Objects

Pretty to Pageant

I invited Sabian Ransome to my studio immediately after her first competitive experience in the :”Bikini Fitness Division”, her spray tan was already starting to get patchy but her memories were fresh. I wanted to understand how the practice worked and what she had put into it.

The pageant: Athletes and judges...
The pageant: Athletes and judges…

I can’t help but see the sport as being yet another example of how medias portrayal of women as polished, perfected, sexualised objects has effects on what we choose to do with our own bodies and feelings of self identity which in turn we portray back to society.

I recently came across women’s bodybuilding here when I noticed two of my previous models from Playboy South Africa competing and posting pics to their Facebook pages. Both were at that stage competing in NABBA (National Amateur Body-Builders’ Association) competitions, and I stalked their backstage and onstage photos intrigued by how transformed they appeared from my own recent documentation of them both. I had not identified them with my notion of the practice and although my Amazonian-strong-women-in-mini-kinis image is outdated its not altogether lost in the world both Sabian and Alexis chose to compete in.

That pic I found on facebook: Sabian Ransome posing backstage with other competitor’s at NABBA 2013. Love the rollers!
That pic I found on facebook: Sabian Ransome posing backstage with other competitor’s at NABBA 2013. Love the rollers!

I would separate Bodybuilding into parts: there’s the ultra-dedicated body work, training and diet, then there’s how the contestants choose to present their bodies when on stage and lastly they are judged for how they look since it is a competition.

Sabian showing me "the moves" while I set up the studio for her portrait photo shoot.
Sabian showing me “the moves” while I set up the studio for her portrait photo shoot.

What is confusing is that it is not an athletic competition to watch since competitors present their bodies like objects on stage only. The competitors choose to present their bodies in an over-feminized way, yes this is my opinion and I wonder if it has to do with possibly counter balancing the masculinity perceived in muscularity? The onstage “look” these contestants simulate is definitely quite plasticised, that of a Barbie-doll in quite a few aspects. Anyhow, Sabian agreed to come in so that I could document the look in the  nondescrpit-ness of the studio environment. Below is an interview with her which I found insightful as well as the completed images I created from our meeting.

An Interview: Fitness Contestants first experiences

Sabian unpacked her competition costume from her Western Provence tog-bag and dressed  while chatting openly to me about her first experiences. I asked her to start by telling me about the preparation stages…

Sabian playing and posing before we start really shooting. I set up the studio environment to create a very classical portrait feel in the final pics.
Sabian playing and posing before we start really shooting. I set up the studio environment to create a very classical portrait feel in the final pics.

Before competing, I had no idea diuretics existed. Most of the competitors use them to completely dehydrate their bodies, making ones skin more taught, and providing for a ‘harder’, leaner look. Many competitors do a complete carbohydrate drop a few weeks before, and will carbo-load the day before they are on stage, this makes the muscles fuller and also provides for a ‘harder’ appearance. On the day “Spray ‘n Cook” provides the ultimate ‘beach glow’ and deep heat, Bar Ones and wine makes you more vascular.

How do you think competing with your body in fitness pageants will effect how people see you or treat you now?

Unfortunately there is an insane amount of pressure from the public (through praise) as well as individuals like my manager, to stay in ‘beach bikini shape’. I started to sound a lot like the girl with the eating problem that was self absorbed every time I went out. ‘Do you have fat free milk?’. ‘Please hold the burger bun, and I don’t want any chips.’ I didn’t like that, as it’s a far cry from who I am. 

 I started to find myself wanting to get leaner or more ripped, not because I wanted to feel good about my body, but because that’s the way I HAD too look. The obsession with ‘ticking all the boxes’ takes over, and you become pretty much indifferent to any compliments. Nothing anyone says can change the fact that you know you’re not lean or hard enough. You stop enjoying your body, and begin to live outside of it.

A portrait from our shoot together after Sabian completed her first competition.
A portrait from our shoot together after Sabian completed her first competition.

The bodily preparation through your diet of measured portions and fitness regime was extreme. It says a lot about both proving things,- to yourself or others I don’t know… I also find the juxtaposition between “contestants” at a “pageant” to fitness/sporting competition very unusual, what are your thoughts on this? Basically fitness presented as bedazzled…?

 The more bedazzled the more attention. I think one of the reasons for the ‘over doing’ is to have a more feminine appeal, in what is perceived to be very manly industry. Secondly, every athletes main intention is to stand out on stage. I myself have decided to go for a more ‘natural’ look next year (no padded bikini and a lot less sparkle). When I look at Images of myself on competition day, I’ll admit I think I look great, however, I don’t look like myself. I feel the sparkle detracts from what I have to show, and I feel I look too much like a Barbie, rather than a real person.

A portrait of Sabian Ransome documented during our interview in my studio.
A portrait of Sabian Ransome documented during our interview in my studio.

The irony is probably defined in this last statement Sabian made. When women compete on this athletic platform they transform themselves from athlete to object, this is how I see it. The outcome in this particular sub-culture (can I call it that?) is of a very visual nature and so its easy to correlate the over-feminized presentation style of bodybuilding competitors with mass-medias polished version of a “perfect” women.

The focus on women by mass media and the nature of the imagery has effects on how we present ourselves. For me, Sabians natural beauty, and there’s lots of it, is lost at the competition stage and I wanted to try to express this paradox in the portrait sitting I did with her in my studio.

I feel as if many actions around me by women are in fact just responses to recurrent sexualization of all things feminine. John Berger comes to mind while I was processing these ideas, he wrote that “men act and women appear. Men look at women. Women watch themselves being looked at. This determines not only most relations between men and women but also the relation of women to themselves”.

Sabian is currently in the second year of her Sports Science degree and is probably one of the most dedicated and passionate women in fitness that I know, Sabs, thank you for sharing your experience so openly and with your usual big beautiful smile!